i dont deserve it, okay? what happened to me. i don't.
i dont deserve all these sleepless nights and soundless cries for help.
i dont deserve it, i just don't. i deserve to be happy. to sleep and wake up with a mile. i deserve to be able to walk around town and show people, "look, I'm fine."
I DESERVE TO BE OKAY.
i cannot take this much longer. i cannot take the suffering much more. how much longer would i have to take the pain? how much longer would i have to pretend? to lie a smile, every damn day..
how long? how long!
i refuse to take on this treatment anymore. i refuse i refuse!!
i refuse to be taken for use, for play for toy. i refuse.
this is my story, my war story, my success story.
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