until death becomes better than defeat

The thing is,

Sometimes we don’t realize we’ve been hit.

We don’t realize we’ve been hit, until its already piercing into our physical bones.

Until its too late.

Until we’d rather have the knife stuck inside, the pain of pressure.

Against having it removed, for the burning sensation of blood loss.

Until torture becomes better than loosing.

Until, pain becomes better than the heat.

Until death…. becomes better than defeat.

-effy